25 days left

D-Day is coming where I'm free from the bond.. Woohoo!!!

Anyway, as long as there's peace, I don't mind staying for long...

再一次微笑 2015

好久不见！若有关注此部落格，你会发现我已经很久没写故事了。

这次回来是要专注关于生活以事业的。

我还是仍然觉得，快乐重要，但没有钱又怎么能快乐呢？

当时我被封闭，被劝压抑情趣，甚至无所事事。

现在又被忽来唤去。日子确实艰苦 但我还是坚决忍住。心软是最致命的脆弱，我明明都懂却忍拼死效忠。

虽然说家人永远会陪伴但始终依然会离开，就像古人所说的天下无不散之宴席。。

当时为了某些经济状况，只好放弃了最热爱的音乐做了一件不可思议的事

已经过了三年十一个月十五天了。
我也即将能放下包袱，继续往原本的目标前进。

这些年来，我发觉自己没有真正的把人生活的精彩。也希望在这新的一年起从新出击！

前进把，新加坡！
新加坡五十岁了！
若有机会我也想参加今年的国庆庆典。

希望明天会更好！

160214

1 YEAR AND  1 WEEK TO FREEDOM....

Few years back, I made a decision and gave up everything I had in my life for the thought of protecting this piece of land (when I realized its just a piece of land) to be somebody that i thought i would be. It has been long and I just feel that it wasn't the way I planned or rather imagined.

To some, too bad 2012 was not the end of the world, to others, another 2 years has passed, to some, OH YES!, NS has finally finished.  Seeing batches and batches of NS ORD people, I don't really see the point of doing something halfway though putting 100 or even 110% effort in to the half way things.

Things passed down won't really clear and as you know, the longer the thing stays, the more ancient and rusty the thing stays.

To me, food, sleep and play are the most importance. In order to achieve the best of these, it comes work. Well? for what? Money of course! (Other than sleep) Time is short. Nobody knows about the future. One second later, one minute later, 1 moment later? No one knows?!

But why is it that everyone cannot just take the world as everybody's land as saying goes, peace is in the inner soul.  But when everybody harbors the intentions, thats when there will be no peace. 

I always thought I could really whole-heartedly give me heart and soul to accomplish this but it just seem to be god telling me, its time to move on and get another job.

After so many lessons I came to realized that regrets are really scary after  my paternal grandparents, maternal grandfather and my very best friend left to the netherworld. I really respected and admired them for always being there for me and taking care of me. To others it may seem like I'm just a person who is selfish and that I have lost the love that I once had to love others. There are just so many scheming people in the world. 

Is it really wrong to think of what I'm thinking now? There's always a saying that you will succeed if you put in effort and hard work and if you have the attitude. But these does not seem to be working the way it should.

I guess I'm just going to leave it to fate. I can't change the destiny. Its just too unbearable. 

Giving up the things that you love is just so wrong.. 

I came across a saying, never give up on things that make you smile.

I will write till here.. See you soon..

THE QUESTION

HOW WHAT WHY WHO WHEN??

What do these words actually  means?
Surely it has to be something with reasons..

Sad times?  Bad times?  Tiny problems can build to bigger problems..

It affects the human mind on how they think and feel about the situation around them.

Everybody has a another side of themselves be it the direct opposition of character shown at the front; also known as the mask.

Why make simple things complicated?  Everything has been simple.  Just the level and amount of practice for every single individual is different; unique.

020114

It's just the start of the new year,  Year 2014.  It was rumoured that the world would end in 2012 which in fact did not happen.  Therefore i must say that  i was rather lucky to be still living till now.  2 years has passed and a lot of things happened in the 2 years. The sweetest memories will always be kept  in my heart till the day i die. Of course, it also didn't feel like it was a long time for me as i was busy working,  catching up with old friends and teachers. Eventhough its just the 2nd day of the new year,  it didnt feel like it. Again,  for no reason,  i had a sudden numbness in my left thumb,  seems to be a sign that's telling me I'm too enxious and i should slow down.  Sometimes it may just have been because i was rushing into things. 

Really hope that i would be able to achieve my objectives for my resolution this year. 
Just had a sudden urge to write. Grammar is bad,  sentence structure is horrible but i guess this is what i truly think and feel.

Heaving lines were bad as usual.  Had took some time to do some training but it seems that its not working.. oh well,  practice make perfect...

Itinerary of the day

The past, present and future of Manila.. We went to 3 places that could distinguish the above. The area we are staying now is where it depicts the present Manila.. After which we went to SM Mall, the largest mall in Asia ( future) , fort Santiago (past)

17 dec

Touch down at 0500.. Was sent to Makati's Quantum hotel and resort. It was unexpected! We were supposed to go for a city tour but we got sent to the hotel instead. Check in was only possible at 1400... Went to a "Mini Shop" and bought cup noodles.. They had smaller versions of them.. Also there was the Batchor mee, Beef mee.. Luckily the hotel staff was nice enough to give us a room for luggages and catched a nap. Now we are at green belt shopping centre eating lunch.. At TokyoTokyo